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Knowing you had to cut ties with your parent to protect yourself doesn't make the holidays any easier. It's normal to miss having a family to celebrate with, feel guilty about not being together, or dread questions about why you're not seeing your parents. Even when you know you've made the right decision, the holidays can bring up feelings you thought you'd worked through.

Here's how to navigate the season in a way that protects your well-being and helps you regain some joy.

Why Holidays Are So Hard When You're Estranged

For many adult children of dysfunctional parents, holidays can be painful reminders of both your current reality and what you've lost. You may find yourself grieving the parent you're estranged from, but also the parent you always wished you'd had. It's completely natural to feel confused or upset; part of you may still long for a nurturing, loving connection, while another part knows that staying in a toxic relationship would only cause more pain.

Holidays can amplify these feelings because they're built around an idealized version of family that's never been your reality. You may feel pressure to attend gatherings that feel unsafe, or you may be flooded with painful memories when everyone around you seems to be celebrating. The goal is to learn to tolerate such feelings, knowing that they will lessen, and to treat yourself with compassion.

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