I turned 50 last year, and honestly, I'm tired. I'm not the 30-year-old who could zoom around my day or the 20-year-old who could be up all night then go to work, probably hungover, without missing a beat.

I need rest. I need time to regroup. Honestly, I need less stuff to do.

So it's with some confusion, jealousy and a........

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