In the years leading up to October 7, I became a little bit closer to Judaism. As the conflict intensified, I did more research, trying to find out what exactly was happening in Israel. And the result was my hardening commitment to Judaism. For the first time in my life, I had found a community, and an identity.

Then, after October 7, I suddenly felt afraid. I have been afraid before, to be Jewish, but never like this. So I needed a way to feel closer to Israel, to my identity, while staying in Oregon, where I have family who needs me.

What I found was music. I’ve never loved music before. Sure, a few songs have nostalgia for me, but most American pop music I absolutely hate. But then I stumbled upon music from Israel. Particularly Noa Kirel.

Noa, for those who don’t know, is an Israeli pop star; she’s Ashkenazi Jewish, like me, but also pushes the boundaries of tradition and pop music. At the MVA awards a few years back, she wore an

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