The author poses with his sons at their high school graduation.

I gripped the steering wheel tighter, trying to steady my trembling hands. The silence in the car was deafening. After 15 years of structured custody arrangements, everything could change with a single answer from my twin sons.

Since their mother and I separated when they were three, our lives had been governed by court-mandated schedules. The 50/50 split looked fair on paper, but the reality was missing half of my children’s lives — their first ride on a bicycle, lost teeth, play dates and countless small moments that many parents take for granted.

Every second Sunday brought the same ritual — packing bags, driving them to their mother’s house — followed by the long, quiet drive back to my empty home.

The boys, always together, showed remarkable resilience. Even when sports uniforms got left behind or homework mysteriously vanished between houses, they never complained.

But I knew it impacted them; they would hesitate before making weekend plans, checking whose “time” it was or navigating between houses.

During those early post-divorce years, I’d lie awake in my empty house, imagining a future where I might live full time with my children again.

I channeled that hope into action, renovating their rooms to create the perfect space — individual study nooks, gaming setups and space for entertaining friends. I eventually remarried, and my second wife, Cecilia, understood my dream and became both a loving stepmother and a trusted confidante, helping to create a home where the boys could thrive.

Unlike many divorced families, where children eventually age out of custody arrangements by leaving for college, our situation in Australia was different.

Here, most university students live at home while attending school. My sons would soon start their courses just 15 minutes from both their mother’s house and mine, making their choice of residence even more significant. As they approached 18, their choice of where they would live had me anxious.

Michelle Felder, psychotherapist and founder of Parenting Pathfinders, explains that parents often struggle with........

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