When I set out to make Row Of Life, my first feature documentary, I never imagined it would become what it did. I thought I was signing up to make a film about one woman’s conviction to succeed against all odds. I didn’t yet realize it would become a mirror reflecting my own capacity to keep going in the face of increasingly insurmountable odds. The project tested my determination to honor a promise I made to tell someone’s story—a promise that deepened in significance as the years wore on, demanding more of me than I ever anticipated. 

The story began with a Facebook message that would change my life. In 2019, shortly after I graduated from USC’s film school, I received a message from a woman I’d never met. Angela Madsen was a Marine Corps veteran, a Paralympian, and a record-breaking ocean rower who, at 60, had set her sights on her most ambitious goal yet: a solo, unsupported, 2,500-mile journey across the Pacific Ocean, rowing from Los Angeles to Honolulu. 

Angela had been paralyzed from the waist down at 33 after a botched spinal surgery. As she adjusted to life in a wheelchair, she found a new purpose in adaptive sports and quickly excelled. She wasn’t just good—Angela was world-class good. 

Angela had seen a short film I’d made about sailing and reached out to ask if I would document her journey. She described the still-nascent project as “a little video,” an early irony that I would come to learn was paramount to Angela’s ethos. 

If you’ve heard of Angela, you know how this story ends. Her 2020 open-ocean row took a tragic turn. At the halfway point, she climbed out of her boat, Row of Life, to make a repair and, for reasons that remain unclear, never made it back on board. After a 24-hour search-and-rescue, a cargo vessel found Angela’s body still tethered to her 20-foot ocean rowing boat. With an unruly sea-state, they were unable to retrieve anything more than her body, and left the boat—with........

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